Sunday, March 02, 2014

Another first time. .

Another blog to record my first time.. this time.. its all about getting a tattoo.
Had been hearing so much horror stories about tattooing.. Some fainted, some cried like insane during the process, some gave up within seconds...

I can tell you that's bullshit! 
The pain was way too bearable as compared to giving birth I guess (wiki stated that contraction is like breaking up 20 of your ribs)

Im so determined and I know that if I don't do it and I die tomorrow.. I will regret why I didn't have the courage to do it..

25th February 2014 is a special day becos i finally decided to do go ahead and just do it.. am super blessed to have both my best friends quek and ling to witness and videoing the whole process.. we had fun teasing laughing and giggling all the way until my tattooist warned me sternly :" DONT LAUGH" LOL

Thank you so much your companion.. you guys are always the ones who are with me during my ups and down :)

Had chosen swallow becos
It symbolized home of belonging, loyalty choosing a mate for life, carefree and freedom that totally describe me, and a dawn of new love in a Egyptian way and etc..... Google it if u are still very curious LOL

Some ppl might be shocked omg jessy had changed, she's no longer that good girl that you know anymore and blah blah blah shit. .

Just wanna tell you:" Tattoo is no longer a taboo" Go ahead and said/comment anything negative you want about me.. cos I've been living in the mocking world for my past 20 over years... colored/tinted eyes and this is what tired me..

From that moment onward, I know that I will lead my kind of life I want. Carefree, freedom, happy :) and I promised to..



Thursday, January 30, 2014

Feeling lucky today

Reached office at 8am. Im the first early bird.. someone whom ive never like came later.. to my extreme surprise she asked if i wanted the food warmer.. i was thinking deep inside me  "wahh Super rare 我因该是要中马票了.." really went to check my toto and first time in my 27th year living in this world, I won 3.5 number toto haha though prize is only $20... I'm contented :).. guess that my new fengshui ornament placement in office worked... Thanks chef Mark for the magical advice hahaha. . May I continue to huat and gallop in the prosperous 2014. :)
Happy Lunar New Year everyone

Wednesday, January 01, 2014

2014 new year eve

There's prolly too much people i would like to thank in 2013 and trust me it's going to be a never ending list. Jus special thanks to those who helped me in my growth, and for me thank the angels who gave me precious life lessons, free hugs during my darkest down slope , send me love notes & texts to encourage me, made me laugh like a lunatic, showered not only me but my family and bunnies with love, patience and tenderness.. you know words can't express my gratitude at all.. :)

Well World is always fair.. theres always co-existence of devils beside angels.. its also my learning to forgive those who danced on my nerves, stepped on my tail, insulted my pride/ integrity, trained my tolerance built my patience, improved my EQ skills.. then again if without you.. I'm still the young naive lady who never grew..  of coz i wouldnt mind at all if you could treat me a slight little nicer in 2014.. LOL

Its a bliss to receive so much of over whelming love from everyone.. In 2014, I wish I could give more kindness to others instead of always receiving.. :) also, 2013 also enlightened me that health is wealth.. For those who are still struggling.. pls don't give up, the rainbow always appear after the heavy pour..

last but not least.. yes many may be very concern about my love life and frankly speaking this side had been really tough for the past 2 years, a big thank you for friends' enthusiasm (scanning + introducing the potentials for me).. Trust my Mr Right if you don't trust me.. He will find me some day :) so so so.. don't worry for me..

Enough of my grandmother's story... Please have a blissful 2014 ahead *cheerios

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Lombok diving trip

Arrived Praya airport around 10plus.. saw a lot of horse carriages on road, and it seems like one of the local transport.. interesting scene: calf hitching a ride on the carriage..

20/11/2013
Haven been sleeping well.. slept at 10am woke up at 1 am. . Perhaps I'm too excited with the thought of catching the sunrise.

The sky turned blue pretty early in lombok. At 5.30am, rushed out.. I'm kiasu I know LOL

Droplets of rain fell on my face.. I was like arghh, chances of sunrise dropped :(

It's 6.04am
Deary Sun is still hidden behind the thick clouds.. but the mother nature took my sunrise and replaced it with a ray of rainbow <3 it's amazing

Sunday, October 20, 2013

My spirtual animals are Deer & butterfly?

Butterfly Spirit Animal & Totem

By Elena Harris, SpiritAnimal.com Editor


The butterfly is one of the most emblematic totem animals symbolizing personal transformation. If you see the butterfly as your totem or spirit animal, pay attention to the areas in your life or personality that are in need of profound change or transformation. Perhaps, this animal totem guides you to be sensitive to your personal cycles of expansion and growth, as well as the beauty of life’s continuous unfolding. An important message carried by the spirit of the butterfly is about the ability to go through important changes with grace and lightness.

Butterfly Symbolism

What is the meaning of the butterfly? This animal totem is primarily associated with symbolism of change and transformation.
  • Powerful transformation, metamorphosis in your life, personality
  • Moving through different life cycles
  • Renewal, rebirth
  • Lightness of being, playfulness
  • Elevation from earthly matters, tuning into emotional or spiritual
  • The world of the soul, the psyche
A secondary meaning of the butterfly is about finding joy in life and lightness of being.



Butterfly totem and transformation

The butterfly is a symbol of powerful transformations. By analogy to the development of this animal, the meaning associated with the butterfly emphasizes the ability to move from one state, perspective, lifestyle to another.
When the butterfly comes into your life as spirit guide, you may be going through or expect important changes in your life. More than changes in your environment, the transformation the butterfly totem points to are more internal: They could be related to your own perspective on a subject, aspects of your personality, or personal habits. Personal transformation is emblematic of the butterfly symbolism.

Butterfly totem symbol of joy and lightness of being

When the butterfly shows up in your life as a spirit animal or totem, it might indicate the need to look at a conflicting situation with more lightness and different perspective. This totem animal is symbolic of lightness of being and elevation from the heaviness of tensions.
This power animal invites those who have a connection with it to bring joy and bliss into their lives. Butterflies often have bright colors. By extension, they are associated with aliveness and brightness. The message of this totem animal is to lighten up and add more color to your life. Perhaps it’s time to express yourself more fully and show your colorful personality.

The Butterfly and the world of the Soul

In many traditions around the world, the butterfly is a symbol of the soul or soul world. For example, in Chinese symbology, it can represent immortality. For the Japanese, a white butterfly symbolizes the soul the departed ones.
In Ancient Greece, butterflies represent the psyche or soul, and its attribute of immortality.

Calling the butterfly totem for support

The butterfly is a powerful animal to call when you need support in times of transition, whether it’s at work, in a relationship, or when you’re doing inner work. Great ally during intense periods of personal transformation, it will add ease and lightness to the process.
This power animal is a good inspiration for adding more color into your life and self-expression. Those who have the butterfly as a totem animal may be naturally inclined to express themselves openly, to reflect their colors into their environment.

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Badminton

Its been super long time since i played badminton and not go home strsight after work...
Super excited to know he's coming to the badminton session.. well.. I did my homework, I knew he will attend sometimes. . Tried my luck.. at first thought he will be taking the same car with me.. but.. :(

When he first saw me there.. He said this:"wah.. u can play badminton too, so multi-talent"
*melts Thank you :)

Though he didn't join us for drinks.. He left these words before he leave: "finally get to see you more often now" seriously my heart skipped a beat, dare not look into his eyes And the stupid me gave a close answer "ya finally" dumb jess

Eh.. I make sure myself appear in front of you everyday OK.. it's not by coincidence lorh. . Arghh!! Don't u realized it's only after the dive then u see me so often?!!

Hmm.. at least u r starting to notice me now... feeling so happy.

Tuesday, October 08, 2013

2nd diving trip of My life


4th- 6th Oct..

Company diving trip.. thanks Celvin for backing out last min.. I got the chance to travel cheap

Had been in nestle for a year but still don't know/ not close to most people at level 5. thanks to the trip, I had an enjoyable diving with Ellen, Glen, Norman, hung lin, Jeffery and Shawn!!

Side track.. i really like guys who are knowledgeable in all kinds of things, able to point out what have I did wrong in diving so gently, guide me with what are the correct techniques, look out for me in the under water, not only these someone who is really gentleman, well mannered, gentle.. and of cos the most important thing, someone who treasure and love the sea,who picked up fresh bottle litter in the sea.. someone who said im diving like a mermaid with my hands swimming, and later on that im a anchor OMG. . Heart pounding..I think I'm in love.. <3

Haha..

Anyway,Brulee wasn't very very happy with me when I came back.. she gave me a butt face lorh. . That's revenge for leaving her at home for my fun these 2 days.. hmmmm

Finally after some coaxing.. she's willing to turn around.. :)