Another first time. .

Another blog to record my first time.. this time.. its all about getting a tattoo.
Had been hearing so much horror stories about tattooing.. Some fainted, some cried like insane during the process, some gave up within seconds...

I can tell you that's bullshit! 
The pain was way too bearable as compared to giving birth I guess (wiki stated that contraction is like breaking up 20 of your ribs)

Im so determined and I know that if I don't do it and I die tomorrow.. I will regret why I didn't have the courage to do it..

25th February 2014 is a special day becos i finally decided to do go ahead and just do it.. am super blessed to have both my best friends quek and ling to witness and videoing the whole process.. we had fun teasing laughing and giggling all the way until my tattooist warned me sternly :" DONT LAUGH" LOL

Thank you so much your companion.. you guys are always the ones who are with me during my ups and down :)

Had chosen swallow becos
It symbolized home of belonging, loyalty choosing a mate for life, carefree and freedom that totally describe me, and a dawn of new love in a Egyptian way and etc..... Google it if u are still very curious LOL

Some ppl might be shocked omg jessy had changed, she's no longer that good girl that you know anymore and blah blah blah shit. .

Just wanna tell you:" Tattoo is no longer a taboo" Go ahead and said/comment anything negative you want about me.. cos I've been living in the mocking world for my past 20 over years... colored/tinted eyes and this is what tired me..

From that moment onward, I know that I will lead my kind of life I want. Carefree, freedom, happy :) and I promised to..

Feeling lucky today

Reached office at 8am. Im the first early bird.. someone whom ive never like came later.. to my extreme surprise she asked if i wanted the food warmer.. i was thinking deep inside me  "wahh Super rare 我因该是要中马票了.." really went to check my toto and first time in my 27th year living in this world, I won 3.5 number toto haha though prize is only $20... I'm contented :).. guess that my new fengshui ornament placement in office worked... Thanks chef Mark for the magical advice hahaha. . May I continue to huat and gallop in the prosperous 2014. :)
Happy Lunar New Year everyone

2014 new year eve

There's prolly too much people i would like to thank in 2013 and trust me it's going to be a never ending list. Jus special thanks to those who helped me in my growth, and for me thank the angels who gave me precious life lessons, free hugs during my darkest down slope , send me love notes & texts to encourage me, made me laugh like a lunatic, showered not only me but my family and bunnies with love, patience and tenderness.. you know words can't express my gratitude at all.. :)

Well World is always fair.. theres always co-existence of devils beside angels.. its also my learning to forgive those who danced on my nerves, stepped on my tail, insulted my pride/ integrity, trained my tolerance built my patience, improved my EQ skills.. then again if without you.. I'm still the young naive lady who never grew..  of coz i wouldnt mind at all if you could treat me a slight little nicer in 2014.. LOL

Its a bliss to receive so much of over whelming love from everyone.. In 2014, I wish I could give more kindness to others instead of always receiving.. :) also, 2013 also enlightened me that health is wealth.. For those who are still struggling.. pls don't give up, the rainbow always appear after the heavy pour..

last but not least.. yes many may be very concern about my love life and frankly speaking this side had been really tough for the past 2 years, a big thank you for friends' enthusiasm (scanning + introducing the potentials for me).. Trust my Mr Right if you don't trust me.. He will find me some day :) so so so.. don't worry for me..

Enough of my grandmother's story... Please have a blissful 2014 ahead *cheerios