Yesterday, after missing a few cello lessons, i finally went for the second lesson.... Yi ru my string ensemble "leader" are quite unhappy with me... Although she did not say anything much... All i could say is its my fault... My LAO SHI is a very patient teacher... He could see tt i did not practise much but did not scold me.... He chat a lot with me.. He told me tt i was talented n smart... The only problem is i was lack of practice.... I know its true cos my previous teacher says the same thing... I was regretted cos i did not grab the opportunately to learn at the Raffles School of music or watever when Mr "orchid"(previous teacher) wants to join him.... It was $80 dollars per lesson and at that time i was only sec3 how can i afford it? I did not came from a wealthy family how i wish i was..... Sometimes i blamed my mother, why she cant give me wat i want.... I loved piano but i could only envy others... You will nv know how badly i wanted to learn it. Hai~ In hokkien there's a pharse related:"no fish, prawns also can" Its wat my bf always say to me... Meaning no grand prize nv small one also will do... Tts y i picked up cello.. At first i dun like it at all sooner later i started to get engrossed in it...
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