Yesterday, gone for basic theroy lesson 1 & 2 in one shot.... Shiok ar... tired me out..... Hai~ listen till i wanna sleep... Anyway its my Sis's birthday yesterday... Well as she seems like no appointment, i asked her to go k-box lor... but before tt we went to mama's hse to fetch her 4 erm no its 3(baby is not going) darlings.. Mama cooked mee sua for sis to eat but heh heh i also got share... Saw Sis added a lot of chilli so i follow lor... Oh men!! After finishing, u can saw my lips like sausages hoho.. then my sis say: " U put so much for wat its balachan u know, i accidently pour so much chilli lei... u thot wat ar..." -_-".... I am speechless...... Later on she went to lie on the bed.... Keep wondering how could it be a birthday w/o a birthday cake.... But i no much money lei... So i told my sis i go out buy things bringing my eldest niece... Gone to 4-leaf to buy the small little strawberry sweetheart for sis and a mango tropical for mama... Both r elder so cannot but only one... Hmmm asked for a candle also... i gather my nieces in straight row with the eldest holding the cake, singing the Birthday song into the room... HAha gotcha!!! She was soooooo surprised n i could see tt she's very happy when awaken by the kids' birthday song... Later on pass mango tropical to mama... She also quite surprise saying i also got ar... hmmm... back to k-box scene... We sang till 10pm or 11pm ba... jie fu come drive us... then head to IMM.. But things, shop shop... its So late... so staying overnight her hse.... Herm... actually my main aim is to go her hse print out my project... So tired... Do until 3am pls 4... Yawn still got few slides to complete hai~~~~ stop here le... Better complete asap.... Gd DAy!!!
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Driving licence Soon~~~~
Yesterday.. Gone to BBDC to apply for theory test.. Tot only $6++ per test... E ppl-in-charge claim tt signing as their student will get the licence sooner abt 3mths maximum... Cool! But very x... :( nvm he also got say ma... got money then book no money dun book lo... Hehe... Really hope i got the financial to finish the course and get my licence..... :) I was entitled with three books and one year insurance in case i learn half way, crash and die... Muhahaha.... Choy! Anyway pls pls pls pls god... Let me pass with one try.... i will try my best...
Monday, January 17, 2005
My childhood...
After sawing Cindy's blog, know tt she try to start childhood story, I tag along...
Here goes my Story....
Since young, dun have a complete family... Have a brother... My mum is the one bringing up the both of us... My father left us when i was young i think primary one... Dun really have impression with him... Since young, i know i am different from others for i dun have father... I still remember.. When i was pri 3, i was in trouble in maths lesson... Tt teacher at first wanna see my mum... So i say fine i 'll call her... I dun remember wat's the matter regarding, jus remember tt i wasn't in wrong tt teacher look for my trouble... Therefore i talk in the haughty way... Seeing my reaction, he says :" oh i think get ur dad to see me "... Upon hearing it... I say aloud: " i dun HAVE A FATHER" The whole class hear our conversation when he repeated my sentenced... Classmates started to mock at me... Some guys started to laugh aloud:" SHe DUN have a father"... I really wanna cry... Is it my fault for not having a father? Tt time i sobbed and complained to my mum... I ahte her at tt time... I know i was like sprinkling salt on her wounds... But.. Kids heart are fragile... My mum suffered a lot all these years i know... I wun blame her if she wanna to remarry...( She asked me this question when we have a small conversation about will i be angry if she re-marry) I felt my brother and i were a burden to her, wasting her youth...
I struggle from ppl's comments since young therefore i nv had confidence on myself... Next stage is my Secondary life... I was Fat.. I mean very fat 82kg at tt time... I cant even believe it haha... Normally love life started in secondary... Well i nv felt being loved before... Jus be'cos i am fat... I cant even raise up my head n walk past my admirer... IRC started at tt time... I mean i started playing la... Its be'cos i hope opp. sex cant get to see me n mock at me... I get to know "Him"... I lied to him about my figure/weight i still remember... I ought to be ashamed of myself.. I think tt tts the only way to realise being love... IN the end, it was jus like a dream after he realise tt I AM FAT... HE left me... I thought i am strong enough to play with relationships... But i am wrong i was actrually more fragile then any1 else... After broke up, i smoke, i drink, and i cut myself using penknife Craving my flesh with his name on my left hand... I feel no pain... I din even dare to tell my friend tt i din meet him before cos i tell all my friend tt i got a bf.... They was" HUA YI" me for really having a BF... I lied for the sake to hide my uglyliness tt no1 wants me jus be'cos i am FAT.... I was "rebelliance" (erm did i spell it right), hurt my mum heart again... I swear not to LOVE Again... At tt time... My friend and i got a "logo" or pharse in mouth..." ALL MEN SUCKS"... I had total disappointment in LOVE, MArriage... Since dunno when i think sec3 ba.... Finally got slim down... HAha all men was like "flies" to me... Surround with men... HAHA.. Started another relationship but with no feeling la... Ended about 10th mth... Then close to 2004, started another one thot can last this time... But i think also ending soon la.... I cant stand a men for being so proud and look like an idiot to slap on my face.... I wun forgive him.... I really wanna to be nun le.... Once again to all the men out there.........
YOU SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
Here goes my Story....
Since young, dun have a complete family... Have a brother... My mum is the one bringing up the both of us... My father left us when i was young i think primary one... Dun really have impression with him... Since young, i know i am different from others for i dun have father... I still remember.. When i was pri 3, i was in trouble in maths lesson... Tt teacher at first wanna see my mum... So i say fine i 'll call her... I dun remember wat's the matter regarding, jus remember tt i wasn't in wrong tt teacher look for my trouble... Therefore i talk in the haughty way... Seeing my reaction, he says :" oh i think get ur dad to see me "... Upon hearing it... I say aloud: " i dun HAVE A FATHER" The whole class hear our conversation when he repeated my sentenced... Classmates started to mock at me... Some guys started to laugh aloud:" SHe DUN have a father"... I really wanna cry... Is it my fault for not having a father? Tt time i sobbed and complained to my mum... I ahte her at tt time... I know i was like sprinkling salt on her wounds... But.. Kids heart are fragile... My mum suffered a lot all these years i know... I wun blame her if she wanna to remarry...( She asked me this question when we have a small conversation about will i be angry if she re-marry) I felt my brother and i were a burden to her, wasting her youth...
I struggle from ppl's comments since young therefore i nv had confidence on myself... Next stage is my Secondary life... I was Fat.. I mean very fat 82kg at tt time... I cant even believe it haha... Normally love life started in secondary... Well i nv felt being loved before... Jus be'cos i am fat... I cant even raise up my head n walk past my admirer... IRC started at tt time... I mean i started playing la... Its be'cos i hope opp. sex cant get to see me n mock at me... I get to know "Him"... I lied to him about my figure/weight i still remember... I ought to be ashamed of myself.. I think tt tts the only way to realise being love... IN the end, it was jus like a dream after he realise tt I AM FAT... HE left me... I thought i am strong enough to play with relationships... But i am wrong i was actrually more fragile then any1 else... After broke up, i smoke, i drink, and i cut myself using penknife Craving my flesh with his name on my left hand... I feel no pain... I din even dare to tell my friend tt i din meet him before cos i tell all my friend tt i got a bf.... They was" HUA YI" me for really having a BF... I lied for the sake to hide my uglyliness tt no1 wants me jus be'cos i am FAT.... I was "rebelliance" (erm did i spell it right), hurt my mum heart again... I swear not to LOVE Again... At tt time... My friend and i got a "logo" or pharse in mouth..." ALL MEN SUCKS"... I had total disappointment in LOVE, MArriage... Since dunno when i think sec3 ba.... Finally got slim down... HAha all men was like "flies" to me... Surround with men... HAHA.. Started another relationship but with no feeling la... Ended about 10th mth... Then close to 2004, started another one thot can last this time... But i think also ending soon la.... I cant stand a men for being so proud and look like an idiot to slap on my face.... I wun forgive him.... I really wanna to be nun le.... Once again to all the men out there.........
YOU SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
Friday, January 14, 2005
Moodly
Jus recieved a mail... Dammm.. Eventually on feb14 valentine Day we are having a one wk break... but now a e-mail spoil my day, got to return for lesson... Sian~~~ But anyway i think nvm la... Go date after school? Hmmm...
Yesterday, the four of us me, yu ling, yu fen and naru went shopping after our last lesson... Yeah... We went bugis shopped for clothes... Yu fen got a job from the air brush tatoo shop starting work on sat... Actually i also want, but seems tt the guy/girl ai ya butch la... Pay me no attention when i wanted to ask... So nvm i also wun like to destroy my normal lifestyle by having butch workmate... :p... happened to walk past many Hello Kitty shops.. Wahahah My favourite lei... I brought a pack of Hello Kitty panties(3 in the pack) hee... So cute... Naru and yu fen lei... Brought the sexy G-String("Oh mine are they going to wear it? Its erm erm erm... SEXY? maybe its i sua ku lor.... I dun like to wear this type of things... We have been to OG, served by a friendly salesgirl... Her dressing n face look like 20++ but she is only 17... oh my god... We brought 6 nail polish two each shared by naru, yufen, me.... The salesgirl is so sweet to FREE 2 eye shadow... The other old and ugly saleswoman lei... Kaozz DAmm Stupid lor... This cannot try tt cannot try... CB~~~~ Oops (@__@")
Hey.... Saw my luck in 2005 from yu fen just now.... Happened to be very good in wealth and everything... This year is mine... Yeah... This year can gamble... Win money money... Dun waste the Luck ma.. Lastly my love life will be good... Hope wun have to quarel with "HIM" so much... :)
Lastly, i really wish tt my mum, my brother, My JIE JIE and nieces, my big god-family, the three poly friends, and every other ppl who read my blog, To STAY HEALTHY, Suffer less(Living in this whole is a suffering jus pray hard its less but more)....
END OF DAY BLOG!!!!
Yesterday, the four of us me, yu ling, yu fen and naru went shopping after our last lesson... Yeah... We went bugis shopped for clothes... Yu fen got a job from the air brush tatoo shop starting work on sat... Actually i also want, but seems tt the guy/girl ai ya butch la... Pay me no attention when i wanted to ask... So nvm i also wun like to destroy my normal lifestyle by having butch workmate... :p... happened to walk past many Hello Kitty shops.. Wahahah My favourite lei... I brought a pack of Hello Kitty panties(3 in the pack) hee... So cute... Naru and yu fen lei... Brought the sexy G-String("Oh mine are they going to wear it? Its erm erm erm... SEXY? maybe its i sua ku lor.... I dun like to wear this type of things... We have been to OG, served by a friendly salesgirl... Her dressing n face look like 20++ but she is only 17... oh my god... We brought 6 nail polish two each shared by naru, yufen, me.... The salesgirl is so sweet to FREE 2 eye shadow... The other old and ugly saleswoman lei... Kaozz DAmm Stupid lor... This cannot try tt cannot try... CB~~~~ Oops (@__@")
Hey.... Saw my luck in 2005 from yu fen just now.... Happened to be very good in wealth and everything... This year is mine... Yeah... This year can gamble... Win money money... Dun waste the Luck ma.. Lastly my love life will be good... Hope wun have to quarel with "HIM" so much... :)
Lastly, i really wish tt my mum, my brother, My JIE JIE and nieces, my big god-family, the three poly friends, and every other ppl who read my blog, To STAY HEALTHY, Suffer less(Living in this whole is a suffering jus pray hard its less but more)....
END OF DAY BLOG!!!!
Monday, January 10, 2005
Late in school~~~
Sian~~ Staying in school for night class... Been absent for two week bnot attending night class... Heh heh... Pray hard my mum wun get to know... Jux adopt a pet... On the right.. A dragonfly fetus... Cute ba... GtG liao... Cya next time...
Sunday, January 09, 2005
HAppi~~~
9.30am this morning woke up to take poly bursary... So sleepy... Yesterday go Mustafar till 2 am plus 3am.... OopS!.. HAppen to know a fren from my Block.. Same floor same block same school... Yet i nv met her b4.... HAha today then got fate... Anyway so happy got many spend lei... Brought my New yr Cloths also... Still owe Cindy money... Hai~~~ I am determine to save money now.... In case of rainy days... tough to past... Suddenly felt tt my mum r becuming older & older, dunno y very scared tt she will leave me n my brother one day.... I am relly scared... I admitted i often anger her... Make her sad n angry but.... : "Mum, I really loved you" I cant make myself to say this mushy stuffs to u... I know u will puke... But i really wants to thank u for educating me... Although i isn't so useful heh heh
-_-".... Sorry Mum!!!
-_-".... Sorry Mum!!!
Friday, January 07, 2005
Early in morning got to wake up for lesson.... i am late for my lesson... Lucky yu fen helped me marked attendance... Whew!!! In the train, i finally got a seat in Woodlands... Haben even warm my seat, a old lady accidentlly hit my hand when cuming in from the entrance.... No choice got to stand up, let her sit..... :) Actually i wonder y those men are doing cant they jus stand and offer the seat... Stupid one... All act act like see nothing like tt..... Dunno how come.... Men in this world are getting useless and more useless each day.... No "gentlement" NO USE!!!! AsS!!! :P ....Now freezing in the lab.... Hungry... LAter got C.Maths test.... DIE dunno how to pass... HAd been trying to understand last night but no hope.... Hmmmm.... Anyway... now are waiting for the three ladies to get ready... i'm dozing off.....
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Starting 2005
FareWell 2004, and its 2005 now.... Wonder how's my life going to start this year... Will it be a bad year for me? How i wish everything can go smoothly... Bt if that's so... Y there's one thing call luck.... Haha... NOw having my OOPJV... Stupid java Programming again... Started to get worry.... Cos my java is really very poor.... Hai...jus even a small simple programming can throw me down the buliding... Oh NO who can help me.... ARgh....
Went bishan, but bored to dealth so called cindy to meet me there... Then she suggest go watch movie... Actually i wanna watch "SEED of chucky" the violence moive... But today then start show... :( so no choice cindy wins... We watch " The Plantam Of OPERa" Oh mine.... IT start show 5.30 and ended 8.40 Kaozzz.... Some more I still puzzled Y the female lead Died in the end... The Lady was beautiful and her Breast will huge... HEHE like watermelon... All this show is having is SINGING N SINGING... Sing till i wanna Sleep... Anyway that's something different from the normal show i usually watch ba...
Oh ya i nearly forget to share my NEw year day.... I got stuck working for HIGHLAND... Selling camera again... Sales wasn't tt good compared to Cindy and ah jie.... Anyway... I wasn't sick for a week plus... TT day i was angry... Got transfer down to the stupid shop at B! in JP... No Sales... DAmmm THere goes my commission.... New yr eve, i was still having fever and din go to school... BUt i climb for work... No choice for money sake.... Hai... NO voice some more... Really hard to preach for camera.... On sunday lei... I angry dun go... Then the boss seems gulity as his worker send me down.... haha.... Anyway dun go also good la... Sick ma... Must rest... NVM about the commision... HAppy go LUcky ma .... My workplace Di Di, andrew say one.... :)
Went bishan, but bored to dealth so called cindy to meet me there... Then she suggest go watch movie... Actually i wanna watch "SEED of chucky" the violence moive... But today then start show... :( so no choice cindy wins... We watch " The Plantam Of OPERa" Oh mine.... IT start show 5.30 and ended 8.40 Kaozzz.... Some more I still puzzled Y the female lead Died in the end... The Lady was beautiful and her Breast will huge... HEHE like watermelon... All this show is having is SINGING N SINGING... Sing till i wanna Sleep... Anyway that's something different from the normal show i usually watch ba...
Oh ya i nearly forget to share my NEw year day.... I got stuck working for HIGHLAND... Selling camera again... Sales wasn't tt good compared to Cindy and ah jie.... Anyway... I wasn't sick for a week plus... TT day i was angry... Got transfer down to the stupid shop at B! in JP... No Sales... DAmmm THere goes my commission.... New yr eve, i was still having fever and din go to school... BUt i climb for work... No choice for money sake.... Hai... NO voice some more... Really hard to preach for camera.... On sunday lei... I angry dun go... Then the boss seems gulity as his worker send me down.... haha.... Anyway dun go also good la... Sick ma... Must rest... NVM about the commision... HAppy go LUcky ma .... My workplace Di Di, andrew say one.... :)
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