u know wat.. actually i was damm angry deep in my heart.. but i kept telling myself.. there's nothing to be angry of..

Well back from dragon boat training.. my waist aching, my arms n legs cos we(ME N DAR) cycled to bedok reserviour early morning 9.15am.. before i went out.. was abt to called yf where to meet or how to reach there etc.. i saw a msg.. i already knew it when i saw it was her.. damm shit thing again.. msing me at 5.30AM.. telling me she's shag n tt to pray hard she can wake up at 9am.. if cant wake up, she's not going n a sry to end.. NOw tell me wat should i say?? blasted at her, fuck her upside down?? No i din.. tts the expected thing..

once n once again, they entertained me away.. Everytime carrying a hope tt my frens are joining me with the activities. but once n once again my hope was smashed... its not jus a SRY tt can mend everything.. Do u all understand?? if u all are not interested, jus say NO.. rejected me from start.. dun give me a hope by saying u all interested or like to come etc..

u knew n comfirmed urself tt u are going to carry on sleeping isnt it?? then isnt ur msg decieving?? Arent u "Eng siewing" me obviously?? i'm so tired to ask or should i say beg.. WTH.. i dun owe u all anything lo.. pls dun take me for granted.. like wat Sk said.. i'm most probly the one being cheated if i were going for attachment.. BUT cheated by WHO????????????????????????? SIAN~~ if u all really wanted to do something... u urself will make the effort to wake up or spaced urself out for the day, tts really no necessary need for me to call or updating u all the lastest thing, while u are jus interested but with no action.. I dun think i shall said no more.. if u think tt i'm are ridiculars, i'm stupid, i'm fucking bitchy, i'm not understanding, i'm crazy, i had bad temper n watever lame excuse.. then jus make tt the reason.. i'm not going to give it a damm for those who take me for granted ANYMORE... END!!!