There ought to be some good days and bad days throughout the entire 365 days. And today was one of the emotional day, princess bunny felt lonely.
For that short moment, I was walking from mall to mall suddenly losing my direction and aim where should I head to, basically i was just following the human flow blindly.
Malls, it was one of the most crowded places where couples, groups of friends will be hanging around, and I believed majority were to feel excited on a TGIF. After 5 days of consecutively hardship at work, letting your hair down, chill out, relax, shopping, food were definitely common choices. However perhaps because I'm not working, its my despair that I'm not able to share the weekend joy. Everyday are like holidays and weekends to me, or in fact I enjoy more on weekdays as they ease my shopping without human congestion.
Anyway, I started to get a hooked of it after lazing around. My mood was of a complete 360 degree turn after entering "new look", their gorgeous and extremely sexy high heels totally lured me into the illusion of a woman's happiness. Without keeping track of time, I'd actually spend a hour. Though buying none of the shoes I'd tried, its was proven again that the theoretical of shopping therapy works. Now I'm back as a happy princess.
What a pleasant event to sum up princess's Friday. 3 Macaroons, a jug of rose tea and companion of someone comfortable.
Allow me to thanks for all positive happening with gratitude. Im thankful.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
A simple heart & a good deed
I did something good and I'm proud of it...
By sacrificing some beauty products as a tiny contribution of donation to the 10 intact bunnies from the authority on Jackie's private rescue.
Jus minutes go, naruko delivery reached my doorstep for the goods ordered by mum, Quek and eve.. I think i really hold well not to get tempted LOL, used some of my reward points to calm myself a little.. 4 pcs of maskes and the travel set.. :) I'm happy enough
By sacrificing some beauty products as a tiny contribution of donation to the 10 intact bunnies from the authority on Jackie's private rescue.
Jus minutes go, naruko delivery reached my doorstep for the goods ordered by mum, Quek and eve.. I think i really hold well not to get tempted LOL, used some of my reward points to calm myself a little.. 4 pcs of maskes and the travel set.. :) I'm happy enough
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
2012 first mid updates
The first half of the year is already full of enough changes for me, let alone the second half.
My love life was like a roller coaster, full of inevitable ups and downs. Wrapped up a 5 years long relationship last year, with a man whom I thought I will be with for the rest of my life. Well, if only life is predictable. I thought I will never fell in love after the broke up but I fell in love with Gerald about 9 months after that incident. Reason? He was the one who said the right things in the right place, and someone who magically revived my broken died heart when he laid his lip on mine. Despite it was a short one, It's was my denial that he still own a fucking place in my heart, and that I'm still waiting for an impossible.
"Baby, I'm not going to get in your way if u think that your job/work is something that you really want, but i will love you, miss you in my own ways, its no commitment nor obligation from both parties.I believe this will be a much simpler & relax way as you wont be feel frustrated between work plus me, u can have full concentration on board, while Me, have no reason to always keep my heart/body/soul/worries/insecurity and of cos phone reachable for you.
That's the best solution.
Im contented if ever some day, some time while u are idling, bunny come into your mind even for split seconds. Really, that means a significance that I'm missed.
Bunny shouldn't be greedy to even have the entire you, at least start learning"
Studies: Im repeating my law syllabus becos I flanked the last round. Holly shit.. Acca is really torturing, if only they can make things easier for us without the overflowing of future professions. LOL
Work: yay it's time for me to work after skiving for almost a yr to two. Savings are almost done, and hence so need to go back to the workforce.
I almost messed up my original plans, and follow up steps of an insurance agent. Thanks goodness I got woke up by someone who is objective enough thanks Yng.
Family: used to be very close with my my younger brother. Like a pair of item that many would envy, but things changed over small matters. No longer in talking terms. :)
Health: Was good no major illness, except some flu, headache, tired eyes, and sore throat for screaming in the clubs, got myself addict to Aquanova, to Martel cognac. Shit! Now I will miss the taste of it if I don't take it
Friends: alot of friends got/or getting hitch soon. Includes few of old ex's friends, news of old bestie Cindy's proposal@ maldives, and of cos my current existing bestie getting hitch next year.
I'm not going to search high and low for the right guy. Someone meant for me will appear be it whether its baby or someone else who are able to pluck baby's root in my Heart. Come when it's time I will throw a welcoming party for you :D
My love life was like a roller coaster, full of inevitable ups and downs. Wrapped up a 5 years long relationship last year, with a man whom I thought I will be with for the rest of my life. Well, if only life is predictable. I thought I will never fell in love after the broke up but I fell in love with Gerald about 9 months after that incident. Reason? He was the one who said the right things in the right place, and someone who magically revived my broken died heart when he laid his lip on mine. Despite it was a short one, It's was my denial that he still own a fucking place in my heart, and that I'm still waiting for an impossible.
"Baby, I'm not going to get in your way if u think that your job/work is something that you really want, but i will love you, miss you in my own ways, its no commitment nor obligation from both parties.I believe this will be a much simpler & relax way as you wont be feel frustrated between work plus me, u can have full concentration on board, while Me, have no reason to always keep my heart/body/soul/worries/insecurity and of cos phone reachable for you.
That's the best solution.
Im contented if ever some day, some time while u are idling, bunny come into your mind even for split seconds. Really, that means a significance that I'm missed.
Bunny shouldn't be greedy to even have the entire you, at least start learning"
Studies: Im repeating my law syllabus becos I flanked the last round. Holly shit.. Acca is really torturing, if only they can make things easier for us without the overflowing of future professions. LOL
Work: yay it's time for me to work after skiving for almost a yr to two. Savings are almost done, and hence so need to go back to the workforce.
I almost messed up my original plans, and follow up steps of an insurance agent. Thanks goodness I got woke up by someone who is objective enough thanks Yng.
Family: used to be very close with my my younger brother. Like a pair of item that many would envy, but things changed over small matters. No longer in talking terms. :)
Health: Was good no major illness, except some flu, headache, tired eyes, and sore throat for screaming in the clubs, got myself addict to Aquanova, to Martel cognac. Shit! Now I will miss the taste of it if I don't take it
Friends: alot of friends got/or getting hitch soon. Includes few of old ex's friends, news of old bestie Cindy's proposal@ maldives, and of cos my current existing bestie getting hitch next year.
I'm not going to search high and low for the right guy. Someone meant for me will appear be it whether its baby or someone else who are able to pluck baby's root in my Heart. Come when it's time I will throw a welcoming party for you :D
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