The first half of the year is already full of enough changes for me, let alone the second half.
My love life was like a roller coaster, full of inevitable ups and downs. Wrapped up a 5 years long relationship last year, with a man whom I thought I will be with for the rest of my life. Well, if only life is predictable. I thought I will never fell in love after the broke up but I fell in love with Gerald about 9 months after that incident. Reason? He was the one who said the right things in the right place, and someone who magically revived my broken died heart when he laid his lip on mine. Despite it was a short one, It's was my denial that he still own a fucking place in my heart, and that I'm still waiting for an impossible.
"Baby, I'm not going to get in your way if u think that your job/work is something that you really want, but i will love you, miss you in my own ways, its no commitment nor obligation from both parties.I believe this will be a much simpler & relax way as you wont be feel frustrated between work plus me, u can have full concentration on board, while Me, have no reason to always keep my heart/body/soul/worries/insecurity and of cos phone reachable for you.
That's the best solution.
Im contented if ever some day, some time while u are idling, bunny come into your mind even for split seconds. Really, that means a significance that I'm missed.
Bunny shouldn't be greedy to even have the entire you, at least start learning"
Studies: Im repeating my law syllabus becos I flanked the last round. Holly shit.. Acca is really torturing, if only they can make things easier for us without the overflowing of future professions. LOL
Work: yay it's time for me to work after skiving for almost a yr to two. Savings are almost done, and hence so need to go back to the workforce.
I almost messed up my original plans, and follow up steps of an insurance agent. Thanks goodness I got woke up by someone who is objective enough thanks Yng.
Family: used to be very close with my my younger brother. Like a pair of item that many would envy, but things changed over small matters. No longer in talking terms. :)
Health: Was good no major illness, except some flu, headache, tired eyes, and sore throat for screaming in the clubs, got myself addict to Aquanova, to Martel cognac. Shit! Now I will miss the taste of it if I don't take it
Friends: alot of friends got/or getting hitch soon. Includes few of old ex's friends, news of old bestie Cindy's proposal@ maldives, and of cos my current existing bestie getting hitch next year.
I'm not going to search high and low for the right guy. Someone meant for me will appear be it whether its baby or someone else who are able to pluck baby's root in my Heart. Come when it's time I will throw a welcoming party for you :D
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